“Write a story about
the number thirteen. You have a few weeks.”
That’s all I was told by a woman on the other side of the
world whom I’ve never met. No theme. No genre. No strict word count. Just...
thirteen.
I was intrigued, and terrified. I’ve never written any
fiction under deadline or on demand, and now I was going to have to do both if
I accepted the challenge. I accepted.
I see Mike Wolfson’s blog post turned into an exercise in
utter self-indulgence. I think it’s sad that writers insist on creating such
pieces, becoming wholly convinced that everyone will be fascinated with their
personal writing process. I shall follow his lead because I, too, am a writer.
My Possible Stories are invariably tales that begin their
gestation as minor annoyances, just under the skin, that I scratch distractedly.
Most of them are likely relieved at that point and are eternally forgotten
before they ever reach anything close to cognition. Some are a little more
persistent and continue to itch sporadically until I actually take note of
them. At this point I’ll realize mere scratching is futile and they aren’t
going to go away unless I concentrate on the area and dedicate some effort to
removing the incessant bother. This proves effective for many of the remaining
Possible Stories.
Tragically, some take even more concentration and require a
great deal of thought and planning before I can figure out how to rid myself of
them, but I eventually prevail – usually. You see, I don’t particularly enjoy
writing. I never do it for pleasure or the love of the craft. I love having
written but that’s a very different thing. So for me to actually write a story –
for a Possible Story to morph into a Real Story - it must be a mother of an itch
that spreads to become a full body rash that torments my sleep and renders me
useless for any reasonable purpose.
I often concede defeat at three in the morning or so, after several
hours of having rearranged my blankets and pillows and pretended all the while
that my brain is not infested with a million itchy little bits of fibreglass
insulation. I will then scream and jump from the bed and race to my keyboard to
start writing. Only then am I capable of understanding what insidious factor
made the itch so unbearable that nothing less traumatic than writing could cure
me of its torment.
Discovering the root is always a pleasure. It’s like a thin
cool coat of Polysporin applied upon a maddening mosquito bite that has been
mangled and bloodied by crazed attempts to eradicate it from existence.
That root is nearly always an element of human nature that I’d
never before considered and am then compelled to share. It’s often an ironic or
tragically amusing observation on mankind's ridiculousness (often my own). Once I’ve found it, concocting a
fictitious story around it is the much easier part of the process after all
that nonsense I’ve already gone through by that point.
I’ll write, then, like a thing possessed. Responsibilities,
nourishment, and grooming be damned till I’ve got a first draft hammered out
and fluffed up and nicely pressed.
No more itch. A Possible Story has beaten my best efforts to scratch it away and emerged victorious despite the odds.
I realize that’s a crazy method of writing. I’m in awe of
those people who have self discipline and write so many hours or so many words each
morning, inspired or not. I have no idea how to do that.
So – thirteen. That’s what I started talking about. I forced
myself to start writing and luckily the itch presented itself soon thereafter. I
was worried that it wouldn’t and I’d disappoint the woman on the other side of
the world whom I’ve never met. I doubt that a woman scorned concerns herself
much with the trivialities of great physical distances.
Twelve other writers, too, are contributors to Project 13,
including The Woman herself, Francesca Mansfield, and the aforementioned Mike
Wolfson. Triggerstreet Labs is our common stomping ground, and we do our twittering @TheTSL13.
The anthology should be available before too long It's gonna be pretty awesome. You'll see.
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